Today is the 22nd April 2007 . What should i fill this post with ? Because right now, my mind is almost fill with what i had just done . And what i had just done that you may ask ? I just went out to Daiso to buy one laptop case . . . I feel that my mind is going hay-wire soon . If someone ever, ever, were to show me Da Vinci's class video, i tell ya, you'll get to see the tears that i cry . I used to stand so tall and i used to be so strong, why can't i do it again now ?

God ! Can't you just help me get over this ? Argh ! Okay, to Da Vincians who are reading this right now . I may seem quiet and inactive in class and this confession may be a little exaggerating if that's what you're thinking, but what i was actually doing in class was looking at the class . The lively class that liven up my life for this once, the class that makes me wanna go to school and study with, the class which i wanted to stay together as long as we can and the class that i never thought i will develop such deep feelings for .

Now that i've got new friends, now that we're all separated and now that we're living our own lifes differently, it makes me wanna cry each time i think of you guys .

Today is Sunday, and, like what my new friend, Shirley, is thinking, i'm having pre-Monday blues . Sigh . Poly life just differ so much from secondary life . I'm now reluctant to do everything . If only i can have one more month of holiday, i would be so sure to be alone . Just thinking for one month could mean so much to me, the time for me to close my eyes and recall what is actually happening eight months ago .

I'm craving for freedom these days, don't know why . Ask god, don't ask me .

Wish me luck for everyday .

Goodnight .